Hi guys :)
Okay so i'm so sorry my posts have been lame lately. I've just been really busy. :/ I feel like a fail cause I really want to build my blog up to someting specialllll. And I promise my posts will get really good! Just bear with me <3
But right now I gotta go. :)
Oh and thats a picture of me and my friend Gabrielle <3
Tell me how you feel
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tell me every word on your mind
what are you thinking
what are you feeling
and what do you want us to be
things get better
and things could work out
if its meant to be
and if you want it to
<3
Something amazing happened just now.
Realization hit me hard and it said that i'm over Colin.
And I said thank God.
<3
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Realization hit me hard and it said that i'm over Colin.
And I said thank God.
<3
"Boy, I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard"
<3
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard"
<3
So, what do you do when you completely fall head over heels for someone, even though you're already in a relationship?
Especially when that someone you fall for.. is 20 and lives in the Netherlands?
Alright well i'll just start from the beginning..
I went on vacation to Outer banks, North Carolina just like I do every August and November and the family friends that we were staying with had an exchange student from the Netherlands in 2010 and I hadn't met him but he had talked to me on facebook once and he was really nice and all but I never really thought about him after that but this past Sunday I saw him for the first time on the beach and I noticed that he was actually pretty cute and all but we didnt start talking until maybe the 2nd or the 3rd day during our vacation and anyways he pretty much acted like he liked me.. even though he knew I was way too young for him right now. Like he would look over at me a lot and he would come up and ask me to do stuff with him like walk to the beach at nighttime with his friends or play paddle ball on the beach and play pool and all that good stuff. Haha and he was really protective over me because this random creepy chinese guy that was like 25 kept on hitting on me all week and yeah. And then he'd come over and stand by me and talk and ohmygosh :))) Does that sound like he likes me or am I just imagining things??
But yeah, he makes me super duper happy. :) But I probably wont see him again until next summer, which sucks.. a lot.. but I guess I just need to look at the positives.
Love always,
R<3
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Especially when that someone you fall for.. is 20 and lives in the Netherlands?
Alright well i'll just start from the beginning..
I went on vacation to Outer banks, North Carolina just like I do every August and November and the family friends that we were staying with had an exchange student from the Netherlands in 2010 and I hadn't met him but he had talked to me on facebook once and he was really nice and all but I never really thought about him after that but this past Sunday I saw him for the first time on the beach and I noticed that he was actually pretty cute and all but we didnt start talking until maybe the 2nd or the 3rd day during our vacation and anyways he pretty much acted like he liked me.. even though he knew I was way too young for him right now. Like he would look over at me a lot and he would come up and ask me to do stuff with him like walk to the beach at nighttime with his friends or play paddle ball on the beach and play pool and all that good stuff. Haha and he was really protective over me because this random creepy chinese guy that was like 25 kept on hitting on me all week and yeah. And then he'd come over and stand by me and talk and ohmygosh :))) Does that sound like he likes me or am I just imagining things??
But yeah, he makes me super duper happy. :) But I probably wont see him again until next summer, which sucks.. a lot.. but I guess I just need to look at the positives.
Love always,
R<3
